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Buried
03:34
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I’ve made a mistake in opening myself up
Now these wires are chewed up
These memories are fake
I grew them when I moved up-state
So I could get away from you
And now I’m alone
I buried the truth
Because it only hurts me
The grave is such a worry [on my mind]
I’m sick of myself
For always wanting more from
And always needing too much when you’re gone
I’m always alone
There’s nothing but weight
When my head is bursting
And my heart is breaking
I’m counting the days
Until my body’s ready
and my will has learned to leave the fray
I’m falling alone
This phase, my brain, I want to trade
‘Cause I don’t ever want to feel this way
Our dreams, my heart, your life, this pain
Now I don’t ever want to be this way
There’s always too much to say when you are too far away
I’ll be welcome to change, if change meant you’re here today
There’s always too much to say when you are too far away
I’ll be welcome to change
This place and date, I want to change
‘Cause I don’t ever want to feel this way
Our lights control this space and pain
Now I don’t ever want to be this way
This phase, my brain, I want to trade
‘Cause I don’t ever want to feel this way
Our dreams, my heart, your life, this pain
Now I don’t ever want to be this way
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Outgrow/Anything
04:53
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There is nothing left that I could say that’d drive you further away, you admitted loud my deepest flaw. And now I seem to struggle day by day, memories lead me astray, do you remember when we were friends at all?
I still wonder about your goals and if you’d ever lose control, would I find a postcard by the door? ‘Hello Tom’ is all that is written, nothing more now needs to be spoken, our lives are merely fractions of a whole. So being gone doesn’t matter much at all. You’re still with me Hana, that I know. These pictures you have drawn into my soul, the frames of which I will need to soon outgrow...
Today has wasted all this time by allowing me to carry on, depressed and dependent on this vice, a life that has no meaning. I have imagined a future, it's a quiet look and your concern, "Tom, you know you’re not alone, please take that noose off your collarbone."
Tomorrow, forfeit melancholy thoughts that spiral round and down, the end of all things could come now, but I don’t think I can be bothered. Finding footing in someone else is a little tough when no one’s around. You’re still within a couple of miles, please stick around for a little while, we could talk about anything, I’ll settle for anything.
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